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Day 8 went well. I was very tired and it was hard to concentrate. I had dreams all night making it hard to feel rested. I walked around like a zombie most the day. I wanted to nap but felt if I did I would be welcoming more sleeping problems tonight.
I noticed that the pill I started taking today is blue not white. I don't know if there is a difference between the starter week and the regular ones or not. 
I still get lite headed right after t... Read More

Yesterday and last night I felt normal. I smoked around ten for the day.
When I took the Chantix pill that evening I did notice I felt lite headed. I also noticed my balance was a bit off. My stomach didn't feel so good all day. 
I went to bed around midnight got up at 7:30. I feel so tired and drained. I dont want to work I just want more sleep. My daughters 16th birthday is today and I feel like I have to force myself to put on a smile. ... Read More

The night before I slept a whole 4 hours. Night before that 3. Lat night I was so tired that I went to bed at midnight and woke up at 8am without one dream. That was nice. I'm still smoking but very little. Yesterday I may have had 5.
I was thinking about the money I will save. The one thing that I think will be the best out of all this is that I wont be dependent on anything. I wont have those nicotine fits any more. I wont have to go look for a place to have a smoke. When I go ou... Read More

OK I was dreading the thought of writing this today. Yesterday went well. I felt great. The sensation to smoke is minimal still but I did smoke 7 of them. Out of habit and out of boredom. When your used to smoking you are not sure of what to do with yourself. My smoking has become more like a hit here a hit there. The Chantix is doing magic when it comes to withdraws and the need to smoke.
The down side is what happened to me last night. For one I bought a new p... Read More

Tuesday, August 17 2010

Sleeping at night is all but impossible. I'm tossing and turning. My mind is flooded with dreams. Not nightmares like everyone tells me they have but crazy nonsense dream s.
I dreamed about my cats toy, the garbage can out side, my pillow...oh that was a good one. My pillow and I had a long conversation and it wants me to wash my face before bed so I don't get it oily or dirty. I think I will do it in case it was real... Read More

Monday August 16th 2010
I normally get up at 6am each day yet today slept till 10:30. I had the hardest time falling asleep and when I did it was none stop dreams. The kind of dreams that never actually let you get into a deep sleep. They were all pleasant dreams with no nightmares to speak of.
When I did finally wake up I was in a different state of mind then anything that I have ever experienced before. I felt like my mind and body were separate&nb... Read More

Ok my first nights sleep was normal. Nothing exciting at all. I didnt have the dreams every one is talking about.
Today is Sunday August 15 2010 and my day felt normal. I am still smoking like the program says to do.
So far so good. I'm still in the one pill a morning stage. Tuesday will be my first 2 pills a day. I cant wait to be done smoking.... Read More

I read horror stories about the drug Chantix. I also read many articles stating tha t it is the best thing on the market if you want to stop smoking for good. I wont go into any of that in detail. You can Google Chantix if you would like and read all of these things. I decided to try Chantix and write about it here each day. I'm hoping that I do not have any of the thoughts of killing people that I have read about. We will see what happens as the days unfold.  &nbs... Read More